so you sit alone in the darkness, staring at the glow in the dark stickers,
wondering how you got to this point, this horror of a night.
Its amazing how you leave him, God, at that moment when you dont need him, you say im happy now, i dont need you, i can do this on my own.
Then months later with tears down your face you look up to the stormy sky and you whisper, where are you? why me?
and you collapse on the ground, crawl up into a small ball and try to disappear in a dream, that will never come true.
But in that great cry of despair, in that moment where you think its not possible for yourself to be fixed.
A sudden feeling of peace and comfort rolls over you, and you look up to see the sun come out from behind a cloud...
You see God never left you, God never stopped loving you,
he just did what you told him to do, he stayed away because you pushed him away.
Then when you need him the most, he runs back, picks you up and washes you clean.
He just wants you, all of you. Nothing more, nothing less.
wondering how you got to this point, this horror of a night.
Its amazing how you leave him, God, at that moment when you dont need him, you say im happy now, i dont need you, i can do this on my own.
Then months later with tears down your face you look up to the stormy sky and you whisper, where are you? why me?
and you collapse on the ground, crawl up into a small ball and try to disappear in a dream, that will never come true.
But in that great cry of despair, in that moment where you think its not possible for yourself to be fixed.
A sudden feeling of peace and comfort rolls over you, and you look up to see the sun come out from behind a cloud...
You see God never left you, God never stopped loving you,
he just did what you told him to do, he stayed away because you pushed him away.
Then when you need him the most, he runs back, picks you up and washes you clean.
He just wants you, all of you. Nothing more, nothing less.
